Time to say good bye to the life I knew

A letter sits on the counter of the kitchen in Titans tower with a communicator sitting next to it. The letter is written in pencil and written almost neatly and reads.

“Dear everyone,

I've written this letter a few times now trying to say this right but it always came out wrong. Ever since I first came to Titans tower a lot of bad things have been happening I of course don't blame you all for the things that have happened but I think they may be signs to say I'm not meant to be a Titan. I have looked over the facts too I suck at following directions and working on a team. I'm not good at being a hero I'm not even good enough to be a Titan.

I will miss you all but I don't think it's best for me to stay. All I have managed to do during the time of being a Titan was because problems for you all and for that I am truly sorry. I don't deserve to be a Titan or live with the most bad ass heroes in Jump City. When I first came to the tower I thought the reason why I wasn't ready to be a true hero like you all was because of the stupid cursed jewel that was in my forehead that had an evil spirit and sometimes took over.

After I removed the jewel I thought I was ready to be a Titan but I couldn't have been more wrong. After seeing how I acted, how I kept bring random people to the tower without thinking, after nearly destroying the tower, how bad I took orders, and how bad I worked in a team I now know becoming a Titan was a waste of time but not of mine but of yours I'm sorry for all the trouble I put you threw and it won't happen again which is why I left my communicator next to this letter.

By the time you read this I have already taken off with my basic stuff clothes comics’ computer and Donna and have thrown out the rest of my stuff so you don't have to. I am also most likely out of the city by now too. I'm not sure where I'll go now or what I'll do but I'll never forget everything you all have done for me I'm not sure if I'll return but if I do I do know it won’t be any time soon.

Good luck to you all,
Paige Baase or as some of you know me as Zondra Vallexii”

The picture shows Paige sitting on a seat in a train with her hood up listening to music looking out the window watching the mountains and trees pass by. Her hair is now completely brown now that she let the highlights fade away after her dission to leave a long while ago. She leans her head on the window and wonders if the Titans have noticed her missing at the tower yet it has been almost a day now but hoped they would forgive her leaving and forget about her because she felt like she didn't deserve to be remembered.

Paige kept her hands in her pockets and her hood up over her head phones and her face hidden within her hood. She truly didn't know where to go now but all she knew was she knew she wasn't going back to Jump City any time soon. Paige had her back pack off but held it close considering it had a lot of stolen money in it that she managed to get so she could get by. She was amazed how quick it took her to go back to stealing even though she took it from a bank robber after beating him up and trying him upside down on a street lamp.

Paige didn't know whether she'd go back to her stealing to survive or try to be a hero again but that's what lives are for to figure out what to do with your life before you die right? ”maybe I'll figure out more about those Holy knights. Or maybe research up on evil jewels. Maybe go to an orphanage and be looked over and be judged like an animal and get adopted and get a real life....... NAH!” she thought in her head it was more fun to her to just make it up as she goes rather than plan these things out. Paige looked out the window wondering where the train was going considering she never bothered to check as the picture fades out.

Well sense I can't post. This just sucks!!!!Why does she have to leave!!!!! we're going to make a post about this where I can actually..write.

((ooc:this was in charater develupment it wasnt suposed to be a thread thread air-go the lack of "(open)" written after title but i supose you huys could cooment or what ever on how your charaters react/ do

oops sorry.. I changed my other post..

sorry i planned this part about a week ago and after i looked over some stuff and thought about it i came up with a big idea and this is just part 2 of my big part plan((some of you have heard me talk about it in cbox)) and for my plan to work out shes gotta go pluse with the ways she thinks and acts this was bound to happen evenchually anyways but dont worrie she'll be back not sure about returning to titans but shell make an apperence later on in my final part of my plot plan.