To Those I'm In A Thread With

So Just sayign this is not me leavign thats why it not in that section, but it's time for me to get real here and explain why i havent been on here rping as much lately. Due to irl issues leadign back to ones that came from my time with my current ex and just things that happen every day I'm having some very heavy depression, Rping on here is fun when with the right people but most of the things I try to do on here get heavily delayed and some times put to a stop due to it right now 2 of my characters out of 3 are in a dead lock and i cant do anythign new with them until the arcs they are in are finished one being nearign 2 months and counting in wait time, the other nearing 4 due to the over all collective time and the 3rd character due to other issues makes it hard to rp them at all because of how some rps have been going for a long time now. I'm still going ot be tryign to rp but in certain threads I will likely be very slow for a long while now due to my depression eating at my muse which adds more to my depression due to it killign one of my outlets. hopefully things will change soon so I can start rping again but intil then iI have to say I'm sorry for the delays and just pm me if you want to drop any rps with me I understand. This is honestly the first time ive had to make an announce meant like this in 5 years and the first time in at least a year that ive had to explain that due to certain things in my life and certain people online have forced my hand to do something like this. With me I can handle drama if its either online or irl but its near impossible for me when its in both areas and is going on its 5th month of causing me issues and giving me no form of outlets. Its depressing to know that all plot ideas I have will be post poned due to certain people for months and stop me form moving along at all. I will say that people like Tython, Hb , Bloo (When we rp) and Dar all keep me going due to how well they rp and constantly they rp When I'm able to actively rp with all my girls without issue again I hope yorue all still here and willign to rp with me after all this happened and has come and gone. And Im sorry Tython and Hb for the threads im in with you both you dont deserve someone just vanishing for multiple days before they may even think about posting, and deserve nothign but epic and active rps. Thank you for being you, you guys, youre one of the things that have kept me going for so long now and I will always view the 4 of you as some of my closest friends, yes even you tython we may not have known each other for long by tyou have proven to me that you are a friend friend to have and someone i should hold onto friend wise, Never change you guys, I'm sory if this post spooked anyone, hopefully things will be better soon.

Um, well firstly I want to say I am sorry to hear you are depressed. It's not something I like seeing people in especially when I know them. I can see the frustration of long wait times especially in big threads. For example I'm in a thread to get into the Teen Titans, I am the last one to have posted on that which was ten days ago and the test has not even started yet. How I deal with long wait times like this is not limiting myself to one thread or Arc, take advantage of that fluid time. A few people should not be able to stop you from using that outlet of creativity. I'll happily do three separate threads for each of your character, hell with my second character in the works we could make this really crazy by doing SIX threads.

Secondly I am humbled you view me as a friend, I mean I did not think I left that much of a impression in my short time here. If you ever want to talk about things I'm always open on Skype if you have it or on steam or discord. Again I hope you feel better soon.

Oh, and one last thing.



I am prescribing you with a mandatory dose of cuteness everyday to help combat your depression.

I'm sorry you're hurting, Mama E. *gives much hugs*I wish that wasn't so.We're here for you,and I'm glad I'm among the people that cheer you up.And no worries on the delays, ok? It's certainly understandable that there'll be delays,with how you're feeling, and I don't mind.And aye, I'm always willing to thread with you whenever you want. If you don't want main story,due to charrie story arcs and timeywimeyness, then I'm willing to do AU threads with you.^^ *huggles again.* Whatever I can do to help cheer you up. Hope you feel better soon. And excellent prescription Tython!