Day after day, I sit here and watch.
I look at myself. A shadow of what I used to be.
Happier, too. But at the same time, not.
My light is gone. It's gone and slipped free.
And these feelings, and thoughts, they fester and rot.
Breaths that were supposed to be words.
Air is just dead words. My light was a bird.
I didn't take good care of it. Its cage was lackluster.
The cage was a good one, spacious. I fed the bird plenty.
But it was so unrestrictive other birds came aflutter.
They did not wish to mingle, and so they all left me.
"Maybe one day, the things I say will bridge the gap between us."
I work with the concept. I remain steady, trying my damnedest to believe it.
The question remains.
"But when I do cross over, will you still be there, waiting?"